February 25, 2008


You are so incredibly good to me. Thank you for all the support you have given me this past weekend and throughout our entire relationship. I truly am lucky to have you in my life.


kaitlin said...

You honestly have such a great guy! I'm so sorry about your mom, just try to remember that SHE'S the mom, she's made it this far in life. If you feel you need to cut ties, then do. It's the only way I can deal with my mom. It's just too hard. She's not your responsibility, you've set an amazing example for her. It's her choices however, I wish wish wish you/anyone could make her see, change, whatever. It all comes down to her, though. Don't blame yourself for ANYTHING and try try to see that she's going to keep on until SHE WANTS TO CHANGE. The day may never come, but it's up to her and only her.
I love ya Kandice and I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. You're lucky you have Matt to support you and i'm always here. Plus the weather is gorgeous so I smell some dog park visits coming soon!

kaitlin said...

Haha! I suggest telling Matt ANY way besides the way I told Jon. You have to remember that we were NOT trying, so I couldn't figure out why I hadn't started my period. I thought maybe stress.... I didn't know. So while I was out grocery shopping (Jon was at volleyball) I decided last minute just to grab a test. So I go home and take my time doing whatever I decide to take the test, mainly out of boredom. Let me just tell you I was BEYOND shocked, I started bawling!!! Took another test.... still bawling. Called my friend Jordi 'cause I didn't know what the hell to do. She was all excited and asked if we were... that's when I realized Jon wasn't even home and that I had better call him.
I tried to calm myself down and after 20 minutes relized that wasn't happening and called Jon(like a jazillion times) and told him to come home. He OF COURSE was freaked out 'cause
a. I called him at volleyball
b. I was bawling
c. I wouldn't tell him why I was so upset

So he gets home and at this point he thinks someone has died. I show him the test *still crying mind you* and he get's this big smile on his face and goes "you're pregnant?" I couldn't do anything but nod. He picks me up off the floor and we go into the livingroom where he calms me down and tells me he's so excited.

kaitlin said...

Now you two HAVE to have a baby. PLEASE! You should really start trying.